Day One

Yo yo yooo, first day of fasting is ooovaaahh!! How y'all doin out dere?

So, anyway, putting aside the DJ style, I got stuffs to tell today.


First day of fasting; My version:
-After our early meal today I went to bed after our morning prayer.
-Woke up at around 10 in the morning
-Surfing the net till around 11
-Played Lineage 2 till around 1
-Doing miscellaneous stuffs till around 4
-Played Lineage 2 again till around past 5
-Broke the fast at around 6, and there you go.

Not so productive huh? Who cares, I can tell you're simply envious.

But there are noticeable things worth mentioning. First off, the spamming of religious shows on TV. I'm okay with the actual shows, but they even made some stupid soap operas in the name of commemorating the Ramadhan.

Second, I went to do taraweh this night, and boy it was cramped. Can't wait to see how it will develop after 2 weeks or so, will there be more people or even lesser? Who knows.

And there's the firecrackers, no I'm not going to complain anything about it, it's not bad at my neighborhood. It even looks fun actually.

That's it today I guess, gotta go to bed soon. Cherio.

It has Begun, Again

First day of college... When I'm supposed to be working and earning my own money..
Anyway, nothing much has changed, really. Let's do some review:

-Administration : Still a mess, our study cards are not out yet, even though they're supposed to be due now. And there's still the fee payment problems as well, a lot of people got into trouble.

-Management : My morning class, which I came to quite early thus sacrificing my sleep time, which was supposedly for less than 20 people, was completely crowded by 70s. No one in the management section did anything about it? Come on...

-Attitude : Checked my campus' forum, looking at the new students around the campus, and I could simply say that the arrogance of the students are still hot in the air around them. Showing off GPAs, saying a subject is a piece of cake to someone who is troubled by it, smoking in public. Seriously.

So, nothing is really interesting. Except for the part when I met sister to see how she's doing on her first day, and also this one:


Yes, you didn't see it wrong, that girl passed away. I heard it was due to some rare disease that I don't know about. And she was about to graduate as well... What? No, I don't know anything about that girl up till now, but it's just too sad to hear.. I mean, I bet she got a bright future waiting for her, and that face just shows that she's a cheerful girl.

God, You're just so picky sometimes..

A Dream So Real that It Hurts

I dreamed of milady again last night, just like most of the times. But this time, I could even still feel it..

In my dream, she returned everything I gave her before, including the consumable ones. And she told me that she was sorry to have made me wasted the near two years time that we spent together just to get separated like this...

I was speechless then, and broke into tears. I hugged her tightly and told her that those times were not wasted, they were in fact the most precious ones that I had spent so happily in my entire life. I also apologized for not being able to fulfill her wishes in the end, and pray that she would be happy forever...

I can't remember the rest of the stuffs that happened there..

But I do remember I woke up with tears still shedding, and I could still feel her softness even up till now....

Dear God... Please make her happy...

It is Useless to Resist the Writing Mood

Have you guys ever stopped and thought about the number of students that suffers from depression, be it from academic issues, social issues, or even family issues?

If you are a parent, have you ever looked at your children, acting like there's nothing wrong with them just so that you won't worry, because they care about you a lot?
Or simply because they're afraid to be scolded for not being a perfect child like you expected them to be, so much that they pretend that they're okay while deep inside they're torn apart?

Have you ever considered anything else about them, other than their school and their grades, important? Have you ever listened to them at all?

Seriously, what's wrong with people these days?? There are uncountable parents out there who, force their children to go to schools or colleges that they don't want to go just so that they could brag about it to their friends, scold them too far or hit them just because they got low marks even when the child had done their best, and restricted them from going out with their friends if not under constant surveillance (a phone call every half an hour and a go-home-or-no-food call after 2 hours).

What, you think I'm exaggerating huh? Well open your eyes, short-sight. I've read news, I've seen living proofs, I've BEEN a living proof for some cases.

I've read news about students half my age attempted suicide, what the hell happened in that family?? And their parents stories would be, "I don't know, he/she never talked to me about his/her problems". Well, maybe if they allowed their child to tell stories other than their school or grades, or at least be interested about it, things might gone better.

And 10-year olds doing drugs? High percentage of free sex at junior high? For God's sake, where are their parents when they're still learning about social ethics?? Offices? Saloons? Arisans??

Incidents on children while playing with their friends because they were imitating WWF moves, children involved in criminal activities so far that they shot people because they play too much GTA. Grown-ups will simply decide "It's the show's fault, we should ban it from TV", or "It's the game's fault, video-games do nothing but destroying our children".... IDIOTS!!

If they were imitating WWF, why don't we recall its show time... dead midnight.. Why in the world did they let their child stay up late, watching TV, on that age?? Do they actually care about how they would grow up to be?? I don't watch WWF, I don't even like it, I'm just pissed by the dungheads who blamed it.

They play too much GTA... GTA is rated M for Mature, so officially it's for 17 years above, practically it's for 15 year olds who can tell the difference between a game and reality. If the parents can't even explain that to their child, they should get their child adopted by more competent parents.

Because it's either that they're just too damn dumb to do that, or they don't care anything about their children as long as they got good marks at school so they never even communicate about daily life stuffs, which makes games as the closest "friend" that the children could ever have at home, even more so if they're restricted from outdoor activity due to academic reasons.

On a side note, believe me, I've seen and heard this with my eyes and ears, accompanied with my brother; We were looking for a game DVD at a store, and we overheard a kid around 8-10 years old talking to an adult (probably his dad or uncle) about what game should he buy. Well, the adult recommended GTA San Andreas, holding it to the kid. I could no longer foresee the bright future of the upcoming generations.....

Those are the extreme obvious effects from a wrong home education, the subtle ones are just as dangerous. Ever seen people these days became so arrogant to other people simply because they are smarter or richer? Wearing trousers inappropriately? Cutting through a line of queue with no respect to the person who got there first? Throwing trash anywhere they want shamelessly? Yup, those are the products of mannerless home education.

I have a friend, who's still a first grader in senior high, and his life at home hurts me. I always thought I had it bad on my days, well this kid got a lot worse I can't even start to explain it. As a result, now he's a pessimistic anti-social otaku who can't even talk to a girl from a normal real world, jeez.

Not taking it too far, I got a friend at college who can't even talk to a shopkeeper when he wants to buy stuffs that he don't understand, and he's not allowed outside of home unless when he goes to campus. Yes, he's 23. Good Lord...

So don't be surprised if children these days will do this even if the old man didn't told them to, I know I did.


Sorry for the rant, I suddenly got in a mood of writing, I even continued my novel project...

Huh, what? My Final Task? Ah... well.....
.....
..eetoo...
..That's all for today logging off tha2.

I Ask You, are You My Figurine?

I went to Cihampelas Walk yesterday with my friends to watch G.I Joe. It's quite a nice movie despite me forgetting everything about the cartoon version (save Snake Eyes), and some inappropriate things. A lot of stuffs happened too, and some are just too funny to not laugh at (e.g car 'suspension', some certain scream of terror, leaving people behind, etc).

Before we watched the movie, we stroll around the mall. Ate dinner, looking around at the pet shop, buying stuffs from the market.. And that's when I saw something that caught my eyes so tight that it won't let go; A Saber figurine holding her lion doll!!

I thought about getting it while we walked around a bit more, then I decided to go for it. It's also cheaper than it looks, for 35k I got a nice figurine of the second anime girl that I actually fell in love with.

Here's her standing on top of Cobalt


I wish they got Setsuna's or Hinagiku's... ah well, I'm thankful that I could get this one without any fuss anyways.