The First Ironic Birthday...

Happy birthday to me,



Happy birhtday to me,



Happy birthday, Happy birthday,



Happy birthday to me!!!


Thank you very much! Especially to everyone else who remembered, can't express my gratitude enough to you guys. ^^

I made a list of the people who went out of their way and congratulated me first in the morning.

So here are the first blood awards:
- First, ever = Dieta Febriyanti (around 12am, Australian time)
Well, can't be helped about that, you were like 5 hours earlier than anyone else, sis. Oh, since you won the "first, ever" award, the others will go to the people right after you.

- First on Yahoo Messenger = Adithya Kirana a.k.a Henshin (01:01am)
The cup goes to my baptized-nephew, the first (2nd after Dieta) one to go and congratulated me on the messenger. Thanks a lot. :D

- First on Facebook = Alissa Ully Ashar (around 12am)
Now here's something quite unexpected, the first (again, 2nd after Dieta) one who congratulated me on Facebook was a generic beauty from the Electrical Engineering 2009th generation. Thank you again Icha. ^_^

- First on phone = Auntie Inet & Ryan Adriansyah (somewhere around 05:30am)
My closest auntie and my brother (cousin) who is a member of the 'baka quartet' in the family (me included). Thank you very much, love you both.

- First on SMS = Auntie Indri (03:55am)
Also known as "Mama I" (no, she's not from MI6 or MIB), another member of my precious family. My auntie who's the mother of my dearest sister. Thank you and a big hug too. ^_^

- First in person = My mother (04:00am)
THE most precious member in my great family, the one who gave birth to me, the one who I'll love for eternity, my own mother. Thank you mom, I swear I'll return the favor. =)


It's supposed to be a great day of the year, really.. But this birthday also came with a very bad news...

Another one of my uncle passed away around 05:00am today... And, yet again, there was nothing that I could do to prevent it happening...

And he was on the phone with my mother last night too, and even claimed that he's all fine and healthy yesterday...

Dear Allah, please... Forgive every wrong that he had made, and guide his soul to be on Your side... Amen...

Well, gotta go again to the campus, I haven't settled the score with El Padrino for today. Let's hope that this will be the last time that I have to go around and make repairs to my final project report.

Oh, and here are my ISML votes that I made yesterday

ARENA 01: [Shiina Mafuyu] Maria
ARENA 02: [Sunohara Mei] Okazaki Ushio
ARENA 03: Sanzen'in Nagi [Shiina Minatsu]
ARENA 04: [Saten Ruiko] Furude Hanyū
ARENA 05: [Fujibayashi Kyō] Louise Vallière
ARENA 06: [Tōsaka Rin] Saginomiya Isumi
ARENA 07: Ichinose Kotomi [Fate Testarossa]
ARENA 08: [Nagato Yuki] Nymph
ARENA 09: Kushieda Minori [Izumi Konata]
ARENA 10: [Aisaka Taiga] Ikaros
ARENA 11: Fukuji Mihoko [Katsura Hinagiku]
ARENA 12: [Konjiki no Yami] Hiiragi Tsukasa
ARENA 13: Kawashima Ami [Sengoku Nadeko]
ARENA 14: Hirasawa Ui [Shana]
ARENA 15: C.C. [Senjōgahara Hitagi]
ARENA 16: Ibuki Fūko [Sakurano Kurimu]
ARENA 17: Holo [Illyasviel von Einzbern]
ARENA 18: Haramura Nodoka [Misaka Mikoto]
ARENA 19: [Suzumiya Haruhi] Akaba Chizuru
ARENA 20: [Saber] Fujibayashi Ryō
ARENA 21: Minami Chiaki [Akiyama Mio]
ARENA 22: Asahina Mikuru [Nakano Azusa]
ARENA 23: Hiiragi Kagami [Furukawa Nagisa]
ARENA 24: Furude Rika [Hirasawa Yui]
ARENA 25: Takamachi Nanoha [Sakagami Tomoyo]
ARENA 26: Kinomoto Sakura [Maehara Shinobu]

We're Doing it Live, People

Do you know those kind of feeling in RPG games whenever you're sure that you're on the last floors of the final dungeon, and you know that you'll face the end boss real soon?

Well, I'm feeling it now; My final project report now only lack the length. I'm adding some more explanatory stuffs so El Padrino will (FINALLY) be satisfied tomorrow. Let's hope that I'll make it....

As for tonight's news... Well, apparently there's a rat running around in my crib, showing up and hiding periodically.

I also updated my blog design a little bit, it looks better now I think.

And for the big news:



Completely Harmless, the epic short-indie movie that me and my friends made, is now on Youtube.

I've officially condemned our idiocy to public view now. I guess when you're about to turn 24 you'll do something crazy, huh?

That's all for now, back to work, back to work. Oh, don't forget to vote for ISML tonight.

Meng'kebo'

I've never thought that I would see the day when I actually encounter this peanut brand.



So I was at my friends' lab on campus, and they opened a plastic filled with gift snacks. And one of them was.. this..

Okay, there's nothing wrong about the grammar, but since it was a completely obvious copy of "Dua Kelinci" from my homeland, why not go with the "Two Rabbits" title? Well, in the end we came to a conclusion that it was meant to be a sequel for the Double Dragon.

The title says "Roasted Menglembu Peanut". This really sparked our interest to find out about this.. Menglembu.. Seriously, it was a new vocabulary for all of us there.

One of my friends was genius enough to describe it as "a Malaysian slang for 'Kumpul Kebo' (an act of cohabitation)", we laughed our asses off. Here's the man responsible.



Now I know some of you people might be confused as to why "Menglembu" can be translated into "Kumpul Kebo". I'll do my best to guide you through your confusion, despite being so damn sleepy myself...

First off, let's take a look at the word itself, "Menglembu". In Indonesian, words that starts with "Meng-" are a verb. So if we use that analogy in the word, it basically means "Doing Lembu", or "Doing Lembu stuffs".

Second, let's take a look at the "Lembu" part. "Lembu" in Indonesian basically means a cow. And as you may have known, cows reminds you of buffalos, and vice versa. And a buffalo in Indonesian is a "kerbau", which usually pronounced "kebo" in a casual way by most people.

In case you haven't met any cattle in your life (pitiful you..), here are some pictures. This is a Lembu



And this is a buffallo



Now if we put those two analogy together, "Menglembu" can be described as "Doing Lembu stuffs", which can also described as "Doing Buffalo stuffs"... And with a little bit of creativity, could be refined into "Mengkebo", and finally into "Kumpul Kebo"..

Some neat play of words, huh? Well... Not exactly...

There's still something else that bothered us though, on the back of the package, there is a French translation for the "Roasted Menglembu Peanut". Yet, on the distribution list, there's no indication that it was sold anywhere in France. Hmm...

Hell, whatever. *dundundun dunnnn dunnn dunnnn dundundun dunnnn dunnnn dunnnn*

Oh, if you're like me and had absolutely no clue on what in the nine hells is a Menglembu, you can check it out here. Though some of you might want to search it by yourself on google, there's a quite nice picture in the search results. =p



[Author's note: Now can anyone tell me why cohabitation is called Kumpul Kebo in Indonesian?? 'Cause even up 'till now I don't understand why]

Moezzzzzzz.......

Since I'm going to bed, I'll be brief. Just want to post my ISML results

ARENA 01: [Nagato Yuki] Furude Hanyū
ARENA 02: [Shiina Minatsu] Fujibayashi Ryō
ARENA 03: Haramura Nodoka [C.C.]
ARENA 04: Ikaros [Furukawa Nagisa]
ARENA 05: [Ibuki Fūko] Fate Testarossa
ARENA 06: Illyasviel von Einzbern [Shiina Mafuyu]
ARENA 07: Saginomiya Isumi [Suzumiya Haruhi]
ARENA 08: [Maria] Minami Chiaki
ARENA 09: Fujibayashi Kyō [Izumi Konata]
ARENA 10: Konjiki no Yami [Shana]
ARENA 11: [Takamachi Nanoha] Hirasawa Ui
ARENA 12: [Misaka Mikoto] Louise Vallière
ARENA 13: Okazaki Ushio [Aisaka Taiga]
ARENA 14: Asahina Mikuru [Hiiragi Kagami]
ARENA 15: [Senjōgahara Hitagi] Kawashima Ami
ARENA 16: Hirasawa Yui [Tōsaka Rin]
ARENA 17: Kushieda Minori [Sakagami Tomoyo]
ARENA 18: Fukuji Mihoko [Akaba Chizuru]
ARENA 19: Holo [Sengoku Nadeko]
ARENA 20: [Akiyama Mio] Hiiragi Tsukasa
ARENA 21: [Katsura Hinagiku] Saten Ruiko
ARENA 22: [Sanzen'in Nagi] Furude Rika
ARENA 23: [Saber] Sunohara Mei
ARENA 24: [Ichinose Kotomi] Nymph
ARENA 25: [Nakano Azusa] Sakurano Kurimu
ARENA 26: [Bernkastel] Lucy

That's all for now. Signing out..

Tra Vita e Morte

I got some serious scolding by el padrino today... so much that I don't feel like to go on any longer....

I really want to forget everything and be done with it.. I mean, how could anyone expect a perfect work that could explain every detail to the professors from some academically idiot person who, even until now, have no idea why he decided to enroll in this hell, all by himself??

But I know quitting right now would be the dumbest shit that I would ever do in my 24 years of living, even dumber than falling in love to my own best friend during 2nd year on senior high which results in the end of our friendship for good.

Especially I've also made a promise to my dearest sister that I'll graduate no matter what... And she was also the only one of my siblings to actually encouraged me directly... Failing now would be a total insult to her...

Dear God, I don't want that...

So please.. I'm begging You... Give me strength to overcome this final nightmare.... I want a happy ending where everyone can smile and be happy..

Almost Done....

The post title refers to two things:

1. My final project report is at it's final trimming. If El Padrino won't accept this again, I don't know what else would happen.

2. ISML is starting its Diamond Round. Posting votes now.

ARENA 01: [Akiyama Mio] Fate Testarossa
ARENA 02: [Hiiragi Tsukasa] Furude Rika
ARENA 03: Saginomiya Isumi [Konjiki no Yami]
ARENA 04: Furude Hanyū [Kawashima Ami]
ARENA 05: Shiina Mafuyu [Katsura Hinagiku]
ARENA 06: [Holo] Ichinose Kotomi
ARENA 07: Haramura Nodoka [Nymph]
ARENA 08: [Nagato Yuki] Hiiragi Kagami
ARENA 09: [Saten Ruiko] Kushieda Minori
ARENA 10: [Louise Vallière] Asahina Mikuru
ARENA 11: [Illyasviel von Einzbern] Sunohara Mei
ARENA 12: [Hirasawa Yui] Takamachi Nanoha
ARENA 13: Sanzen'in Nagi [Shana]
ARENA 14: Suzumiya Haruhi [Misaka Mikoto]
ARENA 15: [Shiina Minatsu] Tōsaka Rin
ARENA 16: Okazaki Ushio [Ibuki Fūko]
ARENA 17: [Fujibayashi Kyō] Fukuji Mihoko
ARENA 18: [Sakurano Kurimu] C.C.
ARENA 19: [Sengoku Nadeko] Akaba Chizuru
ARENA 20: [Nakano Azusa] Maria
ARENA 21: Izumi Konata [Furukawa Nagisa]
ARENA 22: Senjōgahara Hitagi [Saber]
ARENA 23: Ikaros [Hirasawa Ui]
ARENA 24: [Fujibayashi Ryō] Minami Chiaki
ARENA 25: [Aisaka Taiga] Sakagami Tomoyo
ARENA 26: [Cross Yūki] Tsuchimiya Kagura

May the best wins. ^_^


Oh, and, by the way.....


Never thought I'd come this far in blog-writing. =D

If anyone (if there is any) complains that the picture was taken from someone else's blog, then I'm sorry. I currently don't have time to make my own.

I promise that I'll make one myself for the next commemorations after everything's over.

Guess It's Still Easier Than Finding a Water Chip in the Middle of Nowhere

Haven't posted anything for a while now, sorry.

I'm nearing the end of my currently-active main quest: Complete your college period. The quest that has been delayed for more than 2 years, because there are so many side-quests and level-f**k mobs along the way.

Right now, this quest took me to Petrochina, Jakarta. My uncle suggested that I seek some help from one of his employee. So, here we are, in a midst of understanding a shitload of algorithm in hopes that I can finally be able to translate them to human language.

Let's hope that everything will turn out for the better afterward, ok?


Well then, back to work now..

Only My Rubygun

Why. Is it. So. Hard. To write. A final project report..??

Seriously, I do believe that with what I already known up 'till now, I could teach a total n00b on how to recreate it. Why should I go over the details that much?

If I'm going to teach someone else on how to do it, I really don't believe that they will even care about the details on what I've done, as long as they could do it as well.

I mean, the guys that made the references that I used also DIDN'T go over the details so much. Hell, if they did, I wouldn't be so dumbfounded for nearly a year..

*Sigh*... Ah, well.. When El Padrino says otherwise, I guess I could only do it with no questions asked huh..

Anyway, that's all for the bad news. I want to skip that backup-overwrite-original accident on my final project report that occurred this morning, because this one's grand.



Here goes.....



JAN-JAAAAN!

Congratulations to Misaka Mikoto for winning the Ruby necklace!!

You've really shown those other girls what can a thundere ojou-sama do, eh biri-biri? Keep it up, there's still the Diamond necklace and the Heavenly Tiara to grab! I bet every single one of your sisters would be proud for you. ^_^

So, with whom are you going to celebrate this victory with now, hmm?
Your family? (including your 9000++ sisters)
Your usual gang? (might want to take and aphrodisiac antidote, just in case Kuroko's at it again)

Or...

A proper date with that special 'baka' of yours? (try to be honest this time around, kay)

Well, whatever you going to do, be sure to have some R&R, that was a really tough match you had back there. Anyway, congratulations again, wish me luck with my own battle as well, will ya?


Ah, that's right. I forgot something... I haven't taken a bath since morning.... D:

Signing out now, cheerio.

Ode to My Family

There's a saying that I believe everyone of you have heard at least 2 times in your life: "You don't really know what you got 'till it's gone"

I realized I've wasted my time during my first year, and I'm paying for the consequence these past few months, quite dearly I might add.

But I also realized something else: A loving family...
My parents, my uncles, my aunts, my sisters (or cousins, like I said on previous posts, whatever makes you happy)... Nearly all of them wished me for the best so that I could pass this final moments of college...

I never told anyone of them, but... when they cheered on me.. I hid and shed some serious tears... Part of the reason is because I know that up there, my uncle that we've lost, also wishes the same thing...

God.. I don't know how to thank you for giving me this family...

I won't let them down again this time. I'm going to end this 6 and a half year war, once and for all.
(yes, I know there will be another war right after this, don't worry)

Now, as a parting gift for today, my ISML votes

ARENA 01: [Furukawa Nagisa] Illyasviel von Einzbern
ARENA 02: Ikaros [Hiiragi Tsukasa]
ARENA 03: Akiyama Mio [Aisaka Taiga]
ARENA 04: [Suzumiya Haruhi] Holo
ARENA 05: [Nakano Azusa] Senjōgahara Hitagi
ARENA 06: [Akaba Chizuru] Kawashima Ami
ARENA 07: Nymph [Konjiki no Yami]
ARENA 08: [Asahina Mikuru] Takamachi Nanoha
ARENA 09: [Shiina Minatsu] Ibuki Fūko
ARENA 10: [Okazaki Ushio] Fukuji Mihoko
ARENA 11: [Sunohara Mei] Haramura Nodoka
ARENA 12: [Sengoku Nadeko] Fate Testarossa
ARENA 13: [Sakurano Kurimu] Shiina Mafuyu
ARENA 14: Saber [Misaka Mikoto]
ARENA 15: [Fujibayashi Kyō] Nagato Yuki
ARENA 16: Saten Ruiko [Hirasawa Ui]
ARENA 17: Saginomiya Isumi [C.C.]
ARENA 18: [Louise Vallière] Fujibayashi Ryō
ARENA 19: Sanzen'in Nagi [Izumi Konata]
ARENA 20: Furude Rika [Maria]
ARENA 21: [Sakagami Tomoyo] Hirasawa Yui
ARENA 22: [Shana] Katsura Hinagiku
ARENA 23: [Kushieda Minori] Ichinose Kotomi
ARENA 24: [Minami Chiaki] Furude Hanyū
ARENA 25: Hiiragi Kagami [Tōsaka Rin]
ARENA 26: [Hakurei Reimu] Izayoi Sakuya

Now this is some serious match... O_o

Some Stupid Thought

....

..Tomorrow night is the night for the guys who got graduated this month..
What? Ah, naw... I'm not one of them... Not yet..

I still have to do the presentation of my final project before I could even think about it.. Which, I doubt that I will get the go code tomorrow..

You know, people have been wondering whether I graduate this month or not. It was all thanks to me hanging around with my friends that do..

A junior of mine thought that I did as well, because she met me when I accompanied them during the photo sessions.

I also caught a spotlight in a video-cam meant to take scenes for the graduation day documentary when I accompanied my friends to Sabuga to do some rehearsing for the graduation day. I hastily shook my hand and mouthed, "No, not me, it's not my turn yet"..

(Speaking of Sabuga, it really felt awkward being there without the sight of people in suits and all those Mercedes and BMWs...)

Wonder why I did that... I mean, why did I even bother accompanying those guys anyway? I could have just go home, do reviews for my final project, not get my legs dead tired, and convert those useless time spent into something more productive.

Really, it's not like they're going to do the same to me when it's finally my time.. They'll have more important things to think about by then, right..? I mean, why would anyone do that to someone who were 'Just a friend' anyway, right...?

Guess it's because I know that I would be graduating with a lot of people that I don't know.. Guess I just want to have those final moments with them before they go..

Guess it's because that by the time everything's over, I'll be fighting in a world where not a single one of them dared to enter.. And I'll be alone again..

Or maybe it's because I just have the knack to do completely useless stuffs whenever I can, I don't know...

...

Ah, to hell with it. It's not like it even matters, right? I've always been the red dot among the blue field. When you've been alone in the crowd for as long as you have remembered, you won't feel a thing on this simple occasion, right?

And really, it's not like anyone is ACTUALLY following this silly blog and read it, so whatever I post here won't make any difference, right?

So let's just forget the stupid gloomy thought that have no meaning at all for humanity by posting something else that is a lot more worthwhile: My votes for ISML.

ARENA 01: Furude Rika [Fujibayashi Kyō]
ARENA 02: [Hiiragi Kagami] Hirasawa Ui
ARENA 03: [Akiyama Mio] Furukawa Nagisa
ARENA 04: Ikaros [Suzumiya Haruhi]
ARENA 05: [Konjiki no Yami] Hirasawa Yui
ARENA 06: [Holo] Okazaki Ushio
ARENA 07: Furude Hanyū [Izumi Konata]
ARENA 08: [Shana] Akaba Chizuru
ARENA 09: Sunohara Mei [Sengoku Nadeko]
ARENA 10: Ibuki Fūko [Kushieda Minori]
ARENA 11: [Senjōgahara Hitagi] Fukuji Mihoko
ARENA 12: Minami Chiaki [Sanzen'in Nagi]
ARENA 13: [Nagato Yuki] Maria
ARENA 14: [Illyasviel von Einzbern] Asahina Mikuru
ARENA 15: Saten Ruiko [Nakano Azusa]
ARENA 16: [Katsura Hinagiku] Takamachi Nanoha
ARENA 17: [Hiiragi Tsukasa] Tōsaka Rin
ARENA 18: [Aisaka Taiga] C.C.
ARENA 19: [Fate Testarossa] Haramura Nodoka
ARENA 20: [Saber] Ichinose Kotomi
ARENA 21: Shiina Minatsu [Misaka Mikoto]
ARENA 22: [Saginomiya Isumi] Kawashima Ami
ARENA 23: Nymph [Sakagami Tomoyo]
ARENA 24: Fujibayashi Ryō [Shiina Mafuyu]
ARENA 25: [Sakurano Kurimu] Louise Vallière
ARENA 26: [Echo] Lafiel Abriel


Go Mikoto! ^_^v

Yerrrrrr Desssshhphicabllee.....

So said Daffy. But really, this month has some movie that is... well, despicably surprising; Despicable Me.



At first, I thought it would be just another animated movie that wouldn't be as entertaining as to, at least, what Dreamworks made.

And boy, how wrong I was.

I gotta admit that I already know what will happen in the end, since it's quite a typical main plot. But the whole movie made it really entertaining to the end.

I really recommend you guys to watch this, I'd give it an 8 out of 10.

Well, I already stated before that I'm not the guy you should look up to when it comes to reviewing a movie, so I'll end my review right here. 'Sides, I don't want to spoil anything.

Anyway, here are my (late) votes for ISML

ARENA 01: [Shiina Mafuyu] Saten Ruiko
ARENA 02: [Fujibayashi Ryō] Holo
ARENA 03: [Louise Vallière] Hiiragi Kagami
ARENA 04: [Shana] Furude Rika
ARENA 05: [Akiyama Mio] Ibuki Fūko
ARENA 06: Konjiki no Yami [Suzumiya Haruhi]
ARENA 07: [Misaka Mikoto] Asahina Mikuru
ARENA 08: [Senjōgahara Hitagi] Furude Hanyū
ARENA 09: Saginomiya Isumi [Katsura Hinagiku]
ARENA 10: [Sanzen'in Nagi] Sunohara Mei
ARENA 11: [Nagato Yuki] Kawashima Ami
ARENA 12: [Hirasawa Yui] Hirasawa Ui
ARENA 13: Fate Testarossa [Hiiragi Tsukasa]
ARENA 14: [Sakurano Kurimu] Nymph
ARENA 15: Furukawa Nagisa [Fujibayashi Kyō]
ARENA 16: Minami Chiaki [Tōsaka Rin]
ARENA 17: Haramura Nodoka [Nakano Azusa]
ARENA 18: [Aisaka Taiga] Kushieda Minori
ARENA 19: Illyasviel von Einzbern [Saber]
ARENA 20: Ichinose Kotomi [C.C.]
ARENA 21: [Sengoku Nadeko] Fukuji Mihoko
ARENA 22: [Izumi Konata] Ikaros
ARENA 23: [Maria] Akaba Chizuru
ARENA 24: [Sakagami Tomoyo] Okazaki Ushio
ARENA 25: Takamachi Nanoha [Shiina Minatsu]
ARENA 26: [Asakura Minami] Ayukawa Madoka


So many same-series matches, I'd say..

El Padrino Pulpo

'Nuff said

Moe and World Cup are Two Different Things

Gonna hit the sack early, tomorrow is the World Cup final.

But let's vote at ISML beforehand, shall we?


ARENA 01: Hiiragi Kagami [Shiina Mafuyu]
ARENA 02: [Asahina Mikuru] Fujibayashi Ryō
ARENA 03: Sakurano Kurimu [Misaka Mikoto]
ARENA 04: [Katsura Hinagiku] Holo
ARENA 05: [Minami Chiaki] Furude Rika
ARENA 06: [Kawashima Ami] Ikaros
ARENA 07: Konjiki no Yami [Shiina Minatsu]
ARENA 08: [Saber] Sengoku Nadeko
ARENA 09: Furude Hanyū [Akaba Chizuru]
ARENA 10: Nymph [Kushieda Minori]
ARENA 11: Sunohara Mei [Maria]
ARENA 12: [Shana] Tōsaka Rin
ARENA 13: [Fujibayashi Kyō] Fate Testarossa
ARENA 14: Izumi Konata [Nagato Yuki]
ARENA 15: [Aisaka Taiga] Hirasawa Yui
ARENA 16: [Ibuki Fūko] Haramura Nodoka
ARENA 17: [Furukawa Nagisa] Hiiragi Tsukasa
ARENA 18: [Takamachi Nanoha] Saten Ruiko
ARENA 19: [Saginomiya Isumi] Hirasawa Ui
ARENA 20: Okazaki Ushio [C.C.]
ARENA 21: Suzumiya Haruhi [Sakagami Tomoyo]
ARENA 22: Fukuji Mihoko [Illyasviel von Einzbern]
ARENA 23: [Nakano Azusa] Akiyama Mio
ARENA 24: Senjōgahara Hitagi [Sanzen'in Nagi]
ARENA 25: [Louise Vallière] Ichinose Kotomi
ARENA 26: Amamiya Manami [Onda Aka]


Gomen Aka-chan, I promise I'll support you for the next match >_<.

Magnet

Just wanted to post the translated lyrics of Magnet by Megurine Luka & Hatsune Miku. I must say, It's really beautiful.

A slender flame burns at the edge of my heart
Without warning, it spreads into a burning passion
My butterfly, flitting around it chaotically
Scales dropping into your hand

I am wrapped around your finger from the lips to the tongue
Even if this is something that cannot be allowed the flames jump higher still

I want to embrace you, I want you to tell me
That you don’t think this is a mistake
I want you to kiss me, I want you to remake me
I want to drown in this moment of captivation

Every moment, it’s harder to restrain myself
If this is love, I want to wear it on my sleeve
The “strange feeling” turns into an unbearable longing
I would follow you to the end of forever

If my heart goes astray I will be easily relieved
as if we had no time to feel tender each other

That dream has never come again
There is no chance in our reality
If we touch, I know we can never go back and that’s just fine…
You are everything in the world to me

Anxiety arrives with the dawn to find me still crying
When you whispered “it’s all right” did I hear tears in your voice, too?

I want to embrace you, I want you to tell me
That you don’t think this is a mistake
I want you to kiss me, I want you to remake me
I want to drown in this moment of captivation

I am drawn to you like a magnet
Even if I left, we would find each other again
I’ve touched you, I can never go back and that’s just fine.
You are everything in the world to me

Magnet (translated) - Megurine Luka & Hatsune Miku

Beat it

Well, this is not the first time it happened.. But I'll tell you something, no matter how obvious it will be:

Taking a travel shuttle from Bandung to Jakarta at Friday nights is a wrong thing to do.



I'm so going to bed right after this... +____+

Stupid, Stupid Humans...

I mean, what's all this Octopus Oracle hype thing? A certain boy who lived with his philosopher's stone was one thing. But this??

Seriously people. It's a bloody octopus!! And so far it only has "predicted" world cup results! I really, really, hope that you lot won't go as far as to make a temple for it in the future.

And I bet it can't even do branch predictions, hah...! ............!!
[Trauma switch ON]
...Gyaaaaargg....!!!!

*ahem*
Germany defeated England because Germany played a lot better than England did. And Spain defeated Germany because they also played very well and used every single opening they could find.

Not because that a so-called force-sensitive cephalopod mollusk said so.

By the way, I'd rather have this octopus instead to predict things for me, thank you.



800% more adorable, yes?

Anyway, I'm hitting the sack now... Better to sleep early and read more shits in the morning. Besides, I was already sleepy since before 9pm...

Forced myself to stay awake while reading the papers 'till 10 just so that I could vote on ISML.. Here are my votes.

ARENA 01: [Shana] Minami Chiaki

ARENA 02: Haramura Nodoka [Akiyama Mio]

ARENA 03: [Nakano Azusa] Ibuki Fūko

ARENA 04: [Nagato Yuki] Ikaros

ARENA 05: [Shiina Mafuyu] Takamachi Nanoha

ARENA 06: [Saber] Fukuji Mihoko

ARENA 07: [Sakurano Kurimu] Asahina Mikuru

ARENA 08: Fate Testarossa [Furukawa Nagisa]

ARENA 09: [Aisaka Taiga] Nymph

ARENA 10: [Hirasawa Yui] Saginomiya Isumi

ARENA 11: Illyasviel von Einzbern [Sengoku Nadeko]

ARENA 12: [Kushieda Minori] Holo

ARENA 13: [Hiiragi Kagami] Ichinose Kotomi

ARENA 14: [Fujibayashi Kyō] Hiiragi Tsukasa

ARENA 15: Konjiki no Yami [Louise Vallière]

ARENA 16: [Senjōgahara Hitagi] Maria

ARENA 17: [Saten Ruiko] Okazaki Ushio

ARENA 18: [Misaka Mikoto] Hirasawa Ui

ARENA 19: [Sakagami Tomoyo] C.C.

ARENA 20: Suzumiya Haruhi [Shiina Minatsu]

ARENA 21: Fujibayashi Ryō [Katsura Hinagiku]

ARENA 22: [Tōsaka Rin] Furude Rika

ARENA 23: [Sunohara Mei] Furude Hanyū

ARENA 24: [Izumi Konata] Kawashima Ami

ARENA 25: Akaba Chizuru [Sanzen'in Nagi]

ARENA 26: Asagami Fujino [Abstained] Kamura Reiri
(Who the hell are the exhibition contestants..? They're scary...)

Shana, Mio, and Nagato had it easy.... ~_~
Hope Mikoto make it to the top before the Ruby finals..

Nyoro~n Hamtutu-tan

If you're reading this, then first of all I would like to say that I'm sorry sir, but I just have to do this. I still can't find one that is understandable in human language.

Also, this is merely a stress reliever.




Q: Hey, you got time doing this, why not do something productive instead?

A: Yeah? Well, you try reading +200 pages of papers that are complete strangers to your brain, and try to understand them all in a matter of days. I'd like to see how 'normal' can you be after that.

It's 10 Past Twelve, and I'm Still Stumped. A Random Post is Needed

ISML votes ahoy.


ARENA 01: [C.C.] Hirasawa Ui

ARENA 02: [Akiyama Mio] Louise Vallière

ARENA 03: Furude Hanyū [Saber]

ARENA 04: Ikaros [Akaba Chizuru]

ARENA 05: [Fate Testarossa] Furude Rika

ARENA 06: [Nagato Yuki] Sunohara Mei

ARENA 07: [Katsura Hinagiku] Okazaki Ushio

ARENA 08: [Izumi Konata] Holo

ARENA 09: Kushieda Minori [Shiina Mafuyu]

ARENA 10: [Aisaka Taiga] Saten Ruiko

ARENA 11: Ichinose Kotomi [Fujibayashi Ryō]

ARENA 12: [Sanzen'in Nagi] Ibuki Fūko

ARENA 13: Tōsaka Rin [Sakurano Kurimu]

ARENA 14: [Suzumiya Haruhi] Asahina Mikuru

ARENA 15: Haramura Nodoka [Maria]

ARENA 16: Illyasviel von Einzbern [Senjōgahara Hitagi]

ARENA 17: [Hiiragi Kagami] Saginomiya Isumi

ARENA 18: [Sengoku Nadeko] Fujibayashi Kyō

ARENA 19: Kawashima Ami [Sakagami Tomoyo]

ARENA 20: Minami Chiaki [Takamachi Nanoha]

ARENA 21: Nymph [Shiina Minatsu]

ARENA 22: Hirasawa Yui [Nakano Azusa]

ARENA 23: Fukuji Mihoko [Furukawa Nagisa]

ARENA 24: Hiiragi Tsukasa [Shana]

ARENA 25: [Misaka Mikoto] Konjiki no Yami

ARENA 26: [Erurū] Suzumi Tamao


Hope there will be a shocking results after round 2. Get it? Shocking. Heh.

That's all, just wanna say something before hitting the sack. Tha2.

And I just realized I haven't clicked 'Publish Post' yet since 10PM, damn.

How Many Dust Particles Did You Inhaled? OVER NINE THOUSAAAAND!!

I met my professor again this morning. And as usual he still gave me a no-go code, since I still don't know shit about the basics my final project. ("Learn how to haxx, dood")

Anyway, once I'm done with el padrino I went upstairs to my friends' lab, I got an appointment there with my buddy. A 'yo-I-want-to-leech-some-anime-because-I-am-too-lazy-to-download-lol' kind of appointment.

It turned out that it was supposed to be a clean up day for the lab. Hell, I don't have anything to do while waiting for the download to complete, so I decided to play the good ol' samaritan and help them out.

Hey, this not the first time I got this kind of 'appointment' anyway, so I guess it's just fair.

It was all good and all, the usual move-the-tables, vacuum-the-carpet, clean-the-shelves, throwing-out-used-condoms, manage-the-junks kind of thing.

Then I saw it, right before I was going to move the books from the shelves.

Some picture..


Some REALLY familiar picture....


.....


....WTF ?!!?!?!?!!1

Thank God I've learned the zen of peaceful mind, else I could have broken a few PC.. Oh, It's not that I really mind anymore, it's just... umm.. some normal reflexive reaction. Yeah, that's it

Once the download was done and the files are copied, I went straight back home. The dusts were killing me... +_+

Oh, don't forget to vote for ISML tonight! And watch the world cup while you're at it!

P.S: To those who can't tell what that picture is, it's my ex+her family and his boyfriend

It's Moe Past Bedtime

Just want to post my ISML vote before going to bed.

ARENA 01: [Saber] Sanzen'in Nagi

ARENA 02: Fate Testarossa [Nagato Yuki]

ARENA 03: Haramura Nodoka [Fujibayashi Kyō]

ARENA 04: [Aisaka Taiga] Hiiragi Kagami

ARENA 05: Hirasawa Yui [Shiina Minatsu]

ARENA 06: Furude Hanyū [Ibuki Fūko]

ARENA 07: [Saginomiya Isumi] Saten Ruiko

ARENA 08: [Izumi Konata] C.C.

ARENA 09: Illyasviel von Einzbern [Konjiki no Yami]

ARENA 10: [Senjōgahara Hitagi] Akiyama Mio

ARENA 11: [Ikaros] Nymph

ARENA 12: [Tōsaka Rin] Akaba Chizuru

ARENA 13: [Shana] Shiina Mafuyu

ARENA 14: [Louise Vallière] Kushieda Minori

ARENA 15: Furude Rika [Sunohara Mei]

ARENA 16: [Sakurano Kurimu] Ichinose Kotomi

ARENA 17: Fukuji Mihoko [Fujibayashi Ryō]

ARENA 18: [Misaka Mikoto] Sakagami Tomoyo

ARENA 19: [Hiiragi Tsukasa] Kawashima Ami

ARENA 20: Okazaki Ushio [Asahina Mikuru]

ARENA 21: Suzumiya Haruhi [Katsura Hinagiku]

ARENA 22: [Nakano Azusa] Furukawa Nagisa

ARENA 23: Minami Chiaki [Hirasawa Ui]

ARENA 24: [Takamachi Nanoha] Holo

ARENA 25: Maria [Sengoku Nadeko]

ARENA 26: Eve Neuschwanstein [Kagurazaka Asuna]


Facing a tough opponent right off the bat eh, Mikoto? Don't worry, you'll be fine!

I Would Also Like a Proper Interview After Everything is Over

Humans tend to do silly things when they're bored or being cornered by something they dislike..

Which explains why I'm even posting this silly questionnaire taken from another blog.. Thank you, by the way.

Well, here we go to the contents.

1. Two names you go by?
Lessee.. Ilham, Bl4ckh4nd, Hamtutu, Bleki... Oh wait, it's 4 already? Whoops.

2. What four things are you wearing right now?
Polo shirt, batik trousers, aura energy necklace, and underwear... What? It's perfectly normal to wear an underwear.

3. Are you in a relationship?
Well, it depends in which world did you meant to ask. If it's in this "common" world, then, no.

4. Have you ever been given a rose?
Yes I have, and wipe that surprised look off.

5. Have you ever licked a photo?
Nope, but I've licked a photo-box... Sike!

6. Have you ever been in love?
Since some part of me is still normal human-like, yes.

7. Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
Well, I always believe in the term "fated meeting", so yes.

8. What's your current problem?
Final effin' project.

9. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Well, yeah. I mean, that's how we grow up, right?

10. Do you have a crush?
Nope, though I'll literally crush the next idiot who asks again.

11. How many kids do you want to have?
Never really thought about it. Though if I really have to answer, it's 2.

12. What is/are your favorite colours?
Red, Blue, Yellow, Silver, Gold, Ruby, Sapphire, Leaf Green, Fire Red, Diamond, PearlTHIS IS NOT POKEMON!, Black, White.

13. Have you ever found it hard to tell anyone you like them?
Don't it ever.

14. Imagine you're 40 & your spouse just died, would you get re-married?
For now, I guess I'd say no.

15. What song do you want played at your wedding?
Magnet - Megurine Luka & Hatsune Miku

16. Do you like/love anyone?
Currently? Let's see... I love my family especially my mother, my cousins, my aunts and uncles, my computer, and.. Ah yes, I also love Setsuna. ^_^

I'll shoot the first dumbf*ck who laughs.

17. Do you think the person(s) you like/loves love/likes you back?
Lemme think... Yeah.

18. Have you ever wrote a love song/poem/letter/note?
Would you kindly find a pillow, or a plastic bag? Because I'm going to say yes.

19. Do you want to get married?
Now this is a million dollar question that I don't have the answer for.

20. Are you a shy person?
I'm a shy and an easily embarrassed person before you know me. Once you do, you're the one who'll get embarrassed by me. You've been warned.

21. Did you have a good day today?
As long as my final project is not finished yet there can be no peace.

22. Where did you just get back from?
Sleep.

23. What are you thinking about?
What the hell am I doing.

24. If you could change something about you or anything what would it be?
My overly masculine look that made every other puny male cry laziness.

25. Would you ever go back to any of your past relationships?
Nah, I'd rather not. Besides, sometimes to love someone also means to let them go.

26. Who's the closest person/people to you?
My mother, my brother, my dearest cousins, and the idiots I always hang out with.

27. What's the thing you love about the person you love?
Well, to name a few, she's a beauty, has a kind of cute personality, she's strong, she knows how to wield a sword really well, and she has a pair of white wings dammit.

Oh, and she got those beautiful eyes, and her smile is also adorable.


Desho desho?



That's all there is to the questionnaire, time to return to reality... God please help me out for tomorrow..

In This World of Mine, a Magnetic White Dove Flies Inside the Miracle Painting

Remember my previous post about Miku?

Well, out of curiosity, I read a post from the blog of a certain guy out there that contains more about this particular vocaloid. He claimed that he never really liked the vocaloids' songs before, and frankly neither do I...

...Before I listened to his favorite ones that he posted...

Long story short, ever since then I have a total of 21 songs in my drive, most are in my playlist. And nearly all of them are from Miku, with the others being with Luka/Rin, just Luka, or a duet of Rin & Len.

Guess what really sparked my interest was the fact that they even made it to PS3, and they got their own live performance in Japan.


Here are my favorite ones:

Miracle Paint


Hato (White Dove)


World is Mine


And Magnet


The first two are from the Dreamy Theater, and the last two were taken from the live concert footage, obviously.

Guess I'm a fan now then? Yay..? >.<


Well, putting that aside.. I'm currently studying for the last vital step of my final project: Final presentation.

Seriously, it's really troublesome when you were finally able to do something that you don't really understand, and after all that you have to explain what you have done to made it happen....

Wait, what? I haven't told you guys that my final project was finished? Ah, well.. Sorry 'bout that, things just came around recently and I keep forgetting things.

Anyway, that's that for now. Make sure to watch Germany vs Argentina tonight!


Kick den Argentinischen den arsch!